The theme this week at
HSB is "A Day in the Life" -- Linky party and all! In honour of that theme, I found myself writing a poem . . .
A {Hard}Day in the Life of a Homeschooling Mama
Slightly short on sleep,
she rises, ready to read the Word,
wanting that Water to wash away the worries

of yesterday, and today, and tomorrow --
the naysayers of Now.
But she lingered a little too long,
and now padded patters mingle with the jingle
of dog tags. The house is astir,
and peace is pierced by demands for food, fresh air . . .
The “quiet time” will have to wait,
and she chides herself for not getting up
earlier.
At least there’s the regular readings with the children –
passages and prayers that turn all eyes to Him --
for the millisecond that separates squabbles and scuffles.
Grace. Gratitude.
She grapples for them, knowing that
therein lie the miracles that will make the day right.
Her head and heart heave with the knowledge that
those miracles are hers to have –
to hold and hand over to her children.
But it’s hard.
Simple.
But hard.
The recognized lie of “not enough”--
strength, wisdom, patience --
pushes her to pray
and tap into
Truth,
the only Power to prove the miracle.
And when she does
all is not perfect,
but
Peace presides.
This lesson learned requires review –
repeated recollections, hour by hour,
minute by minute,
that
His strength is made perfect
in her weakness.
Moments of mercy –
His through her –
make amends to the day.
Readings and ramblings,
capers and calculations,
are interspersed with
glimpses of Glory –
Glory that gives hope
for the Now of her tomorrow.
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Sometimes descriptions of "a typical day" scare me. Whether it's my own description or someone else's, they can inspire fear that I'm failing because I'm not doing "enough," or because I'm not doing things "right." Like many homeschooling moms, that "f" word -- "failure" -- haunts my head -- and steals my joy. So, my hope with this poem is that others might see themselves in it -- and be inspired to cling to those glimpses of Glory that God gives. We have the Power in us -- the Gift of Grace in every moment -- because we have Creator God in us. We
can claim joy -- even in those hard moments when the Deceiver would drag us down.
Will you wallow in feelings of failure -- or will you grab Grace and count it all Joy -- every. typical. day?